Sexual abused from a woman.

child-abuse-660x350I was not more than five years old when I first found myself in between a woman legs

I had no idea what was going on at that time she was making ugly noises, and she was holding my tiny hips squeezing me suddenly she stopped she got what she wanted, she said if you tell anyone that they will beat you badly I was so afraid but I had no clue what is going on, I came back home from next door, and next day same thing happened and than many of nights like that she was making all of that mess to me she forced me to touched her every part of body where a woman can enjoy her self, in the beginning I did not understand what is that all about but she dragged me in that, That selfless woman started abusing me day and night when ever she felt to need me she came to my home and pick me for her self, I do not really remember but some tiny memories of me make me remind that she was making drama that she is afraid for something and she can not sleep alone that is why she wanted me to sleep in her bed In fact that was a devil inside her. that period of being child abused up to four years and one day she got married and I was crying found myself all alone damage was done, she ruined my life which followed me until last week, A kind Friend of me told me to talk to her, now and I forced my self to sent her message and said what i wanted to say, she was not admitting at first but when I said I  am going to tell to every one in your family than she admitted , the funny thing was there when she said that was not four years ? she has felt no shame for what she did, I am belong to the society where every one want me to let it go just do not speak but I am speaking up without any fear, and advice to people who really take care of their beloved daughters also have to take care of their small boys because that is the same mess can ruined any child’s life-like some nasty woman did to me.


You Deserve The Pain! she said ?


When I’m with you,

eternity is a step away,

my love continues to grow,

with each passing day.

This treasure of love,

I cherish within my soul,

how much I love you…

you’ll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,

I’ve never felt before,

with each touch of your hand,

I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,

whenever we part,

know I hold you dearly,

deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,

I pray you hold true,

“Forever And Always,

I Will Love You.”


Light seeker.

 Light seekers insects.
Light seeker insects.
during the walk in the street I notice around the street lights hundred and thousands light seeker insects flying and looking at the light to bless them with the same Love, and with the same feeling,  they were all over the light
I saw them as lovers they looking for the light  without knowing that, the light they worshipping that would be the cause of their death, but they were dipped in the love of light, and later or sooner light will turn away…
They had no idea what light going to do with them they just think for a second but keep trying near to the light and next morning all were dead,I found my self on of them, a dead.

Super September Love.


Those were the days of September long and warm, a couple walking on the roof in the evening of a warm day he hold her hand and they walking even more slowly at the moment how beautiful is the time now he wiper in him self he felt happiest person on the the earth because all what he wanted to see that the only woman closed to her by his side and at that moment he was walking with her she was looking so beautiful as always for him, he was thinking is she also love him the way he does ? is she also devoted her self for him as he does is she also love him they way he does love her so very much, along with million thoughts was running behind his mind, how come you felt in a love with a woman who not even has a long hair ? but every question of his shut his thoughts it happened already for six years before he met her and he fell in love straight away, he never regret of his choice, he felt so safe with her from the beginning very deep and strong even without knowing who is she ?if one day she forgets me what will I do ? How I will live without her ? He ditch his every fear and looked her again with smiles he was just happy with his choice who can be beautiful than her and suddenly she speaks what you thinking sweat pie he gave her a glance and said nothing, I think we have to go down stairs now she wispier in his ears of her kind voice touch his heart again as always, yes sure we can go back down stairs, they walked to the door of roof and he was locking the door and holding her hand and they went to the living room and shut that door…that was Supper September of 2016.